The Strong Impression That I Get This Year

As I look back on the past year, I am struck by a sense of unease and uncertainty. It's as if everything we shared was a lie, and it wasn't until recently that I came to realize this truth. Seeing you in my dream like that was a shock, not because it was unusual for me to see your face, but because it felt so real.

I've tricked you on purpose, yes, and I know it's hard for you to understand why. You may be wondering how I've managed to keep this secret from you for so long. The truth is, it's been a heavy burden to carry, and the only thing that has kept me grounded in reality was our relationship.

Perhaps all of life that I've known so far has been nothing more than a dream about living. It's hard to distinguish between what's real and what's just a figment of my imagination. Dealing with the emotions and memories that have been buried inside of me has been like trying to define a concept without words – it's impossible.

But in that moment, when I looked into your eyes, something shifted within me. It was as if you knew all my secrets, without me having to say a word. It's a terrifying feeling, knowing that someone has seen the deepest parts of me. And yet, it's also a relief, like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

Even now, when I'm fully awake, your face flashes before my eyes. It's been a while since I could remember any of my dreams, and still, this one has left a strong impression on me. It's as if our relationship is more than just a connection between two people – it's a shared experience that transcends the boundaries of reality.

As I reflect on this year, I am reminded of the power of intimacy and connection. When we share our secrets and vulnerabilities with each other, it can be a transformative experience. And even though it may seem scary at first, it's also a chance to grow and learn together.

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